I hope that this blog isn’t one of those things I start out of hyper fixation then forget about in two weeks. But that feeling is slowly beginning to settle in…
No!! I won’t let it happen to me. Currently I’m so unmotivated to do anything… especially write about music. Sorry :( But here’s what’s been going on in my life:
I’ve been sick since Friday because I picked up a virus from my mom… had a sleepover that night as well… Laila if you see this, I would quarantine for a bit just to be safe. Her and I went to the tienda Latina Friday night and I bought the reddest and most seasoned bag of Takis I’d ever eaten. I then proceeded to eat the entire family sized bag and a bottle of mango Jarritos (also purchased from the tienda Latina) in one sitting while watching “Hurricane Bianca.” This decision might contribute to my current state in health… but i don’t think red 40 will give you a sore, scratchy throat and a stuffy nose.
Today is Monday and I am not at school due to my condition. When I woke up, I immediately went to my mothers’ room to get some medicine. While trying to swallow a Mucinex (which is a ginormous dry pill) I proceeded to vomit water on my floor. So my mom made me stay home.
It’s 4:44pm at the time of writing and I’ve been up since 6am. I haven’t done any schoolwork that I was assigned today, so as soon as I finish typing this update I will get right on top of it. I’ll be completely honest, this school year I have been slacking a lot. I had some issues at the beginning of the school year with waking up and heading to school, and my mental health was just very low. I also learned that a girl at school had been saying mean words about me since last year, and everyone knew except myself. So naturally, my will to not only get up, but also apply myself to my schoolwork was quite low. Right now, out of 8 classes, I have 3 F’s. Those classes are Algebra 2, biology, and agricultural business.
Ag business is so ridiculous to me and makes zero sense. I understand the implications of Agriculture business in our society and well-being, after all it does affect a lot globally and economically. But we should leave it to the people that are interested and invested in dealing with it. I did NOT ask to be in such a class, in fact Every day when I am in that class, I have no idea what anything means and I copy everything from my friend Sebastian. Those assignments I do ok on, but the reasons I have an F are: 1. Failing the tests. And 2: Answering the bi-weekly questions that we need to read a chapter of “Tomatoland” to do so.
If you’ve read the book, you’d know that the chapters take basically forever to read. (The audio version of Tomatoland averages and hour long per chapter) I know I have 2 weeks to read 1 chapter and answer 1 question, but with everything else I’ve got regarding schoolwork (which I admit it IS my own fault for falling behind on in the first place) I’ve got no time to read that book! It’s also unbelievably uninteresting to me. If you like it then that’s great, it’s not my thing unfortunately :(
I’ve got to quit writing this and do my work. My goal this week is to bring at least one of my F’s up to not an F.
Wish me luck friends…
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